butchbaby transes gender

12.02.2026
I guess part of this adventure is going to be telling my folks more about my identity. Today I had a conversation with my mom about transness that was much much longer than any other conversation I've had with her about it before. It still makes me reel but I survived it, and honestly I think she's accepted that there are things she won't understand about me and my gender. And that's pretty cool.
09.02.2026
Today I had my HRT consult and got a refferal to an endocronologist! Next week I'm going to go in and get labs done (which will suck bad) which I guess will help them choose my dosage. I'm really excited about this :) obviously I guess. I've never been so excited to get my blood drawn lol. I think I should wrap some STD/STI testing into it while I'm there. Just bc its time to do that anyway. I'm such a nerd about everything, I felt bad for the psych I was on zoom with because I kept just being like 'yeah I know' about everything. I wish I had the capacity to act like I'm interested in hearing stuff I already know.
26.01.2026
My appointment is set-- two weeks from now. Not sure who you're supposed to tell this kind of stuff to, but I guess I'll just tell the whole internet. Not that many people will read this. I'm doing it! The thing I've been dreaming of :) Being an adult is pretty cool sometimes.
22.01.2026
I got a referral to the gender clinic for starting hrt from my PCP! Exciting